Sunday, May 25, 2025

To know him

I recently finished a book about the political rise of the evangelical right, Jesus and John Wayne: How White Evangelicals Corrupted a Faith and Fractured a Nation by Kristin Kobes Du Mez.

At one point it mentioned a different book, The Man Nobody Knew by Bruce Fairchild Barton.

I remembered someone reading a passage from it in a Sunday school class long ago. The book title had stuck with me and I thought about reading it, though I never got around to it.

It was only a short passage, the point of which was that in paintings Jesus is often shown looking very weak and sickly, but someone working as a carpenter would not be like that. 

What was not obvious from that brief passage was that Barton was an advertising executive and the book was about how Jesus was the ultimate businessman, building a world-class organization from the bottom up with a small group of handpicked men.

I feel like that may have been some projection.

Barton was not alone in projecting. White evangelicals had their own form of masculinity modeled on the one who came not to bring peace, but a sword. Clearing-out-the-temple Jesus is more their guy. The perfect embodiment is John Wayne as the rugged hero.

If that ideal included the patriotic military service and loyal protector that Wayne portrayed, but in real life he had multiple marriages and affairs and avoided military service so he would not have to risk his career... apparently it was the image that was important. 

It was also a bit weird to me that they focused on obedience under a hierarchy but idolized MacArthur. Truman outranked MacArthur; defying direct orders should have been bad.

At one point it would seem like the stunning hypocrisy now has been there all along. I could certainly take some time to go off on dominator culture again.

The thing that is most clear, though, is that they don't know him. How could they when they so strenuously avoid listening?

There is a level at which I think there is a good idea in there. If I am going to start a business, thinking about how Jesus would do it could be valuable. It would be important to me to be honest and ethical in my dealings and treat people well. If you are going to be a soldier or a husband or an architect, how would He do it?

If you find that there is a job that you don't think you can do or a role that you don't think you can take on and still do things in a Christ-like manner, that could be good reason to change directions.

To do that, you would still need to be listening instead of projecting.

When clearing out the temple he did apparently drive out the herd animals, who would be used to being driven. He did overturn tables. However, it is also important to note that when there are caged doves who would probably be injured under that kind of treatment, that instead of flipping or driving he told the people who had the doves to take them hence.

It is important to note that one who had power to destroy only demonstrated it on a fig tree that already had something wrong with it.

It is important to note that he washed the feet of those hand-picked men as sign to show them to serve each other.

It is important to note that he fed people without worrying if they deserved it.

There is so much care and consideration and love shown over and over again that only extreme ignorance could find anything else more important.

If in that understanding you cannot find that it works with being masculine, then there is either something wrong with masculinity or with your understanding of it. That is worth some pondering.

I would say that to know him is to love him, even if it seemed trite, but apparently there is room to know and reject as well.

I feel completely confident in saying that there is only misery in that.

Sunday, May 18, 2025

Distribution of...

I have been thinking a lot about money; so what else is new?

Recently I have mentioned having some extra money. That is due to a small amount of life insurance that my father had.

Two of the really big purchases for me were a new utensil basket for the dishwasher and some pants.

I was at the point where I was running out of pants before it was time to do laundry. I was alternating skirts more and having to plan very carefully so that I would have the preferred attire for when I was going somewhere.

The previous dishwasher basket has gradually been getting holes in the bottom. We got it in 2017, so I am not complaining about that. (Otherwise, we did need to replace the heat coil pretty recently, but it runs great and we are glad to have it.)

The basket was built as a grid because water needs to be able to flow in and out. The downside to that is the lattice work is thin and eventually break down. That led to there being sections we could only use by putting tablespoons face-down. 

The new one is bigger, but also it is not at all worn down. Loading utensils is easier. One of my sisters said -- and it was only kind of joking -- "This is so luxurious!"

My point is that the 1% (maybe even as much as the 5%) don't get that level of satisfaction out of additional money. They already have more than they need or use, so it is just ego and the numbers can be pretty abstract.

We are doing so much better than so many people. We have the things we really need and we get to have fun pretty often. I could have asked my sisters to give me some pants, and we would have gotten the new basket eventually. 

At the same time, a little boost made a noticeable difference. 

I am thinking about it more because of some fundraisers that were going on.

One friend's daughter was raising money for a seizure dog. Another's is raising money for a dance intensive:

https://www.gofundme.com/f/a-seizure-dog-for-gracie-ohair 

https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-hazelle-attend-ruth-page-dance-intensive 

When I was first on Twitter there were a lot of crowdsourcing things going on. I gave to a lot and retweeted and got really invested in seeing people achieve their goals with help from others. Those were mainly artistic projects.

Over the years it changed. Now it is mainly people just needing to live: medical bills, car troubles, needs to relocate, and sometimes just a ride to the doctor. 

I've had times where I could give more and times when I could give less (I did give away some of that insurance money), but still I would re-post and at least sometimes people got what they needed.

Now so many people have abandoned the platform that I re-post but I am not sure it matters. For these two, since Gracie needed more and had the closer due date I have only given to her so I could share that and was posting it daily. Tomorrow I will start with Hazelle.

It is frustrating feeling that as needs grow we are more cut off from each other.

I will keep posting because I don't know what else to do. I also pray for them. It would be so much better if instead there were equity in pay and health coverage. 

As it is, we are at a time of gross economic inequality and safety nets are being slashed.

You can argue that a seizure dog is more important than a dance intensive, but both should be so possible.

So I pray and retweet and share. As long as I am at it I am going to add two more people that I worry about and pray for here, even though the one was most recently retweeting another person's need, because there are always more people.

https://x.com/wordglass/status/1914709627125539197

https://x.com/TheOperaFanThem/status/1923008953664852451 

I know there are many other people that can use help.

Learning that and helping is among the most important things we can do. 

Monday, May 5, 2025

Brief hiatus

I need to take a few days off from blogging. Back soon.